Sunday, April 17, 2011

Hard Day

Today has been unusually hard. I am not sure why. The hubs and I went walking this morning and we were at the park area where I walked when I was preggers. All of a sudden a wave of feeling came over me as we walked a path that I had walked when Leia was inside of me and I just lost it. I had to stop and take a break and just cry it out. A flashback just took me back to when I was pregnant and walking in that area had me so overcome with sadness. This sadness has continued throughout the day. I managed to get to the grocery store and back home and just had another sobbing session. Could it be I am this emotional since it is my cycle? I don't know. I am just overcome with sadness and missing our Leia Grace in the worse way today. We LOVE YOU Leia Grace and think about you all the time.

5 comments:

  1. Hugs to you. Am sorry you are having a hard day wish I could say something to alleviate the pain.

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  2. I'm sorry you're having a hard day Shell. Maybe Leia was walking that walk with you, you know? Thinking of you. xox

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  3. Oh, Shell, I'm sorry. You're gonna have those days, I hate to say it. Lots of times there's no reason for them. Sending you lots of hugs!

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  4. I'm sorry today was so hard on you. Sometimes you just have to let the tears come even if you have no explanation as to why out of no where you got so emotional. I hope tomorrow will be better. Thinking about you and Leia always

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  5. Flashbacks really get me, too. I was at a birthday party yesterday, and last year at that same party, I was 5 months pg. That sucked. And I was already having an especially tough day, as well. I hope today is better for you.

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