Sunday, May 22, 2011

Pregnant People Everywhere

We ventured out today to run a few errands and catch a movie. It seemed everywhere we went there was a pregnant woman. I think I counted to ten and then stopped. It's right there smacking you in the face and a reminder of everything that has happened. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for these women but it is so difficult to see it and not think about my past and what has happened. So hard to see it and think back to when I was happy and pregnant. We then ended up at the same movie theater that we had not been to since New Year's Eve and when I was still pregnant. This particular theater has probably more than 12 different theaters to watch movies in yet we still seemed to end up in the same one we were in back in January. I handled it okay, but what are the chances of that happening? So anyways, that's all I have for today. I hope everyone in blog land has a good week.

Thinking so much of you today Leia while we were out and you are in my heart always.


  1. I am not very fond of seeing pregnany women either. I know I would no longer be pregnant but just miss those happy naive moments when I thought everything would work out and I would soon being bringing my baby home. :(
    Thinking off you and Leia always

  2. There's a woman hugely pregnant who works on the same floor like me, a few desks away. She perhaps is about eight months. I never even got that long.

    I find it very hard. I have built this invisible shell around me and I live like a pyscho imagining that neither pregnant woman nor healthy babies belong in my world.